finally i have th mood t post here . hahahah :DDDDDD

idk what's wrong btween my mama & papa
especially my papa
he's just soooooooo emotional can?
everything i do correct or wrong
as long as he's moody, he will just anyhow scold
& blame every responsibility as a parent t my mama
saying that she didn't teach me well, saying i become anyhow spend money
just simply don't understand what he's thinking
now that he's okay, he's smiling t th family
& expect me t smile back at him?
what can i do... can give a face meh?
want. but can't. because he's my papa.
basic respect man.

haiiiiis.
had conflicts with my friends ytr night toooooooo
but we had sort things out
& hope that there's no more grudges within us le
hope every matter will rest in peace man!
& hope we will be as close as b4.........................................
can we?????? idk. let time take its course bah.

this blog will be my feelings

19Sep2007

ytr night on the phone with him
why is all the hurting words coming out from your mouth?
what ppl say will affect me more or less
but its you leis
its really enough already
today you still can call me
pretend that you dontknow anything or even trying t forget
i had given you chance
trying t accept back what you are already
i didnt rmb the upset things that you did t me already
why must you hurt me once more?
you can pretend that nothing happen ytr but NOT me
alright?
some things can i can forgive & forget
but some things just can only be forgive
so what if you are having Os?
so what if you are v stress?
my exams are arounf the corner too leis
not only you have exams alright?
forget it!
it had been crave in my heart
all the scratches & hurts
now it became an empty shell once again

how i wish everything is just a dream
but its not already....
i need all the pamperings from you last time
but not now already
my pamperings come from my friends
dont blame me for being so evil cause
its all because of you i became like that

im okay with my baby le!!!
congrats
i guess ***** will understand bahs
its difficult for me t forget baby
hope he will find a gooooooooooood girlfriend nxt time.
we will still be beeessssttt sisters* hahs!

06AUG2007

so sorrys i didnt update this blog for so long.
maybe this blog will be my feelings blog
what i mean is that whatever i feel on that day i will write here.
for the happenings
refer t my another blog: http://dontsay-youloveme.bs

whenever i see him
i got a weird feeling
i cannot betray my honey
i also love my honey alot
i must sort my feelings out ASAP
t choose him or honey?
& what consequences will i face?
THINK THINK THINK !!

today really v moody & i dontknow why
all the while is him that is entertaining me
lastwk when i cry & im down cause i suddenly got stagefright
he's the one that besides me
he offer t buy things t entertain me but i dontcare him
im badbad man!
today is also the same.
he keeps me smiling with his entertainment
in class also
is he only a buddy t me?

25JUL2007

not in a good mood t post here.
for friends. if you know my another blog,
i posted there. hmms.

im super upset with your.
shu bu qi isit?
didnt do any sacrifices t your team & scare t lose isit?
dontneed like that de nor.
forget it nar.
still have t work together for 1yr plus.

dontworrys!
i wont revenge de!
im kind-hearted
i will change the things.
& i will make it shocking for your de!!!
rmb what you've done today.

nonsense had started once i takeover.
i really dontknow how t cont. with such things.
transfer skll is the first thing i think of.